I’m not one for resolutions, I find they are a good way to blow my own self esteem. Goals for the coming year however- that’s the way to go.
And among those goals are some definite repeats from last year. Heck some have been on my goal list for several years.
But this year I have a new one. The number one goal-
Complete and publish my first fiction novel. It’s the next step from my 2014 goal of becoming a writer. Whether or not my writing sucks has yet to be determined, but I am a writer (of some kind).
So 2015 I will be a novelist. That should blow the minds of my kids!
Maybe it is time for me to fully explain what I am doing here.
I’m just your average Joe. A working man who found decent money in the realm of construction. Geometry and fractions ruled my brain, and my weather beaten body abused by both mother nature and the need to feed the family.
In the back of my mind I always wanted to write. To be able to put pen to paper and stream words together in a vivid tale that gave life to some crazy event or story that would leave folks clamoring for more.
I suppose it is a dream many of us here share.
Then the kids began to grow up and explore life outside the small protective world Mama and I offer. Long story short, I felt the need to prove to the kids that anything is possible when you put your mind to it- after telling them that for years.
So, 2014 became a year of chasing my dream. Starting with research, then into actually doing. I must say I have surprised them while at the same time giving them something to think about.
I have this blog, and nearly one hundred followers (A great big Thank You to each and every one of you!) and my first book- Desperation Floats.
It is short, only about 10,000 words and 39 (ish) pages. But for me it is the greatest accomplishment to date except for my family.
It symbolizes the reality of a dream I have carried since my teenage years. And is one most of the world thought was beyond my grasp.
Other things that make it so special I have technology to thank for. See, I had been told many times things like- “On your budget, you’ll never make it.” or “We prefer someone with REAL writing experience, get back to us when you have at least a published article.”
In this day in age, absolutely everything (except the editing) I have done right here from my home office.
The words are mine along with the actual events the story is about. Thanks to GIMP– (and one frustrating, hair pulling learning curve!), the cover of my book is solely mine as well.
A picture taken from my smart phone, dressed with a title and my name, then resized appropriately is what you see.
The publishing and marketing of Desperation Floats brought about another month of aggravating and stress induced learning. Every little detail (many of which I still have not perfected) combined to blow my mind and question just what I am doing.
What have I come away with? A slam dunk right in the face of every dream poo-pooer out there who said I would fail.
Am I a well known author? Nope, I may only be that cloudy sediment that settled to the bottom of a barrel of the finest wine, but I at least I made it into the barrel.
I’ve made more than my share of mistakes, but my biggest goal of 2014 has been reached. Onward and upward we go, no regrets and no slowing down to look back.
I have taught myself and the kids- Don’t let money (or lack of) stall your dreams. For a creative mind, there are ways of reaching that star you always thought you couldn’t pull from the sky.
Matter of fact as I mill about on the bottom of this barrel, I meet other folks who have found ways to reach their goals. One of which found a route I had not seen before last week.
He is a fellow blogger here named Oscar Hokeah. And he is one I will keep an eye on, and support his progress as he reaches for the stars. You can find out more about him and his Indigogo campaign here.
And so I go off into 2015 with one great big question.
Is The Pen Mightier Than The Hammer?